Wednesday, February 28, 2001 by Daren Darrow
Well sadly not much interesting has happened yet. Work keeps me busy, School keeps me busy. Leftie is getting lonely even. gees. Had fun in Fort Smith saturday with tubby, I exchanged my shirt, and bought many more :). Went shoe shopping, had like 5 min until Shoe Carnival closed so I let tubby do his shopping and I will go buy shoes later (plus I don't think tubby would like hanging around 1 - 2 hours while I shoe shop. I think I got that from my mom) He got some nice Sketchers tho, hes not used to boots so I got to her him complain aboutg them for awhile. We seen Chris Baker at Wendys while we where there, he really seemed to like the customer satisfaction card that tubby filled out about him :) Well I have Telecommunication Math homework to do and I am quite tired. I will try and update more this week as my boreing life unfolds. ta ta my children until then. -- WarriorGuy -- darrow@fuqed.net
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Sunday, February 25, 2001 by Daren Darrow
Not much interesting has happened since I last posted. That explains why there hasn't been a new post huh :) Just misc crap going on that happens all the time. Went to bkws friday and got drunk and crap and crashed until Saturday. Going to Fort Smith today to take a shirt back and exchange it, tubby is going with me. Just so interesting huh? Well I got my car back friday. It had been in the garage getting a dent taken out and repainted. A tree limb fell on it during the ice storm we had here recently. I also had the windows tinted while it was in there. I'll post photos of it later on so you can see what it looks like tinted. It looks so sweet now. -- WarriorGuy -- darrow@fuqed.net
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Wednesday, February 21, 2001 by Daren Darrow
I am sooo pissed right now. I got a speeding ticket tonight. It was for 54 in a 35 and it was in a construction zone (no real construction work has been done in well over 4 months in that area now). I don't dought that I was speeding, I am pissy over the fact that I got a ticket instead of a warning and that it was by a city cop when I believe I was in county jurisdiction when he clocked me (but he followed me well into town before he decided to pull me over). Not only all of that but he filled out the Traffic Ticket wrong, he put todays date in for the Court Date. Dumb ass. I don't believe the 35 mile per hour limit in that area is right, i'm not even sure if its legal. Its a state hwy and am almost certain that city and/or county put up those limit signs, which makes them illegal according to this.My sis-in-laws uncle is a lawyer, I may be in contact with him to see if he knows a way to get this thrown out or reduced. I have no dought that I was speeding but I was in my fathers truck (since my car is in the garage being repaired) and its in such a crapy shape that you have to get up to a good speed to get over hills (like the one I was clocked going over). *sigh* If nothing else I will Plea Bargain to see if I can get the fee reduced and keep it off my record. -- WarriorGuy -- darrow@fuqed.net
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by Daren Darrow
Little Jack Horner sat in the corner eating his Penis pie. Stuck in a thumb, wiggled around the bum and exclaimed WHAT A GOOD BOI AM I!Lame I know, but hey I was bored ;) -- WarriorGuy --
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Tuesday, February 20, 2001 by Daren Darrow
Well I am in a pretty weird mood tonight. Besides doing some boreing homework today and talking with tubby and helping him with his newly aquired Sun Sparc Station4, I haven't done much. That is until I got home. I came home and logged on to planetout.com which has become part of my daily ritual when I had an email waiting for me. Well it turns out to be a reply to an email I sent reguarding a personal ad I responded to on the site. This is where it gets weird. I searched through like 400 people and only found one that sounded interesting. I emailed him and it turns out to be someone that actually knows me. Or knows of me. This is a person that Brian West has been trying to set me up with for months. I had pretty much declined most of the time simply because I doughted Brians taste and the fact that I felt I should find my own men. So now that this happened I feel weird. What were the odds? heh. Well I emailed back. I think I am interested in meeting him, but I'm going to talk/email him a bit more before that. We will see what happens. -- WarriorGuy -- darrow@fuqed.net
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by Daren Darrow
I have added an About Me section and put my photo album up for public viewing, for those nasty perverts interstered heres a quick link to my picture.(FUQED ARCHIVE NOTE: LINK WILL NO LONGER WORK, NEW GALLERY LINK IS GALLERY.VACANTSOULS.COM
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Sunday, February 18, 2001 by Daren Darrow
Bkws bday thingy is over. I am home now. Queer as folk made me cry. Dr. Dave and Michael broke up, but it looks like in the previews that they will get back together. Tonight was a hard night in some respects for me, but it did me alot of good. I was reflecting on the night and alot about the past few months and last two years for that matter and have come to realize how I have met some of the best people and have made some of the closest friends I think I have ever had. Brian West and tubby are irreplacable in my book. Its not often that one finds friends that you can really connect with, someone you can be yourself with. Its great. Another stark realization I had tonight is how lonely I have become. I fear I may slip into a depression if I don't rememdy this some how. So now I believe I will start a full scale search for some new guy. I'm not good with these things, reguardless of how I may come across on this website I am really quite shy when I first meet people. I rarely start any conversations with people I don't know. I'm just that shy, at least until I get to know them, then I am anything but shy. But I think I will start my hunt for a new guy. And for once in my life I really have no idea what I am looking for. I thought I knew what my type was but in the last few weeks I have began noticing that to change. What once was my ironclad age limit for people I would date is now more like a flexable rubber band. It will bend to meet the need of the person. Well wish me luck, for tommarow begins anotherday, and hopefully one in which I will not be alone. -- WarriorGuy -- darrow@fuqed.net
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by Daren Darrow
Today is Brian West aka BKWs birthday. Me, Tubby and quinton are here at his house right now. Dunno what all we will do tonight but we are watching Bring it on right now. God, I hope it doesn't turn into a big orgy. SCARY!!!!!! hehe. Stay tuned for further updates on the queer front. We will be watching our weekly update of QueerTV aka Queer as folk. bkw is bitching now wanting his laptop back so I guess I will write later and let the *wittle* baby have his laptop. It is his bday and all. --WarriorGuy-- darrow@fuqed.net
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by Daren Darrow
Well its a bit belated but yesterday was tubbys birthday. He has finally reached puberty and is now 18 years of age. Go TUBBY! I didn't get tubby much for his bday, I replaced his copy of "The Rocky Horror Picture Show" to make up for the one that his vcr ate or something. I remember him being quite devistatated when it broke.
I had decided earlier this week or last week that I wasn't going to go out with tubby for his bday. But he called me quite upset because quinton decided to go to Fayeteville with some friends to a club and that pretty much quarantined him to his house in keota. Well I'll be damned if one of my friends is going to be stuck at home when they don't want to be, let alone on their birthday. So I went to keota and picked him up then we went to the mall shopping. We went and picked up Chris Baker as soon as I was finally able to drag tubby out of the mall. He is such a mall queen. He likes shopping too much. We went in over a pair of pants and he eneded up buying a pair of pants and like three shirts. If I would have let him stick around he would have most likely spent all the money that his father had sent him for his bday. Anyway, we picked up chris and went out to eat at chilies. Me and chis were so oggling the extremely cute waiter that was buzzing around. Apparently some guy that was sitting at a table in the general vicinity of where the waiter was buzzing around most thought we were stareing at him. All we can say is he shouldn't flatter himself, he walked by when he was leaving and said "don't stare, it makes me nervous" as him and his girlfriend were walking outside and they passed by our window he flipped us off. HURRAY for stupid people.
We decided to try and go bowling after we ate. We headed down to Bowling World and found out that it was apparently a big night for bowling. Since we didn't have a reservation there was going to be an hour wait at least. We decided not to wait and either go to the movies or to midland bowl. We went to carmike first to see what was playing but apparently they don't show anything after 10pm on saturdays. We drove over to midland bowl to see what was up over there. Well it was an hour wait there but we decided to go ahead and wait. It was kinda fun waiting. Midland has made a bunch of changes since I was last there. Its now a wana be "Babylon" from Queer as Folk in my openion. Alot of blacklights, and lights and music and such. Tubby ran into who he calls "the waffle house queen" he didn't much care for that. We eventually got to bowl, after tubby let us miss his name being called :p, we only bowled one game because tubby hurt his "man muscle".
We went back to chrises for awhile and talked, then went home. Tubby had to work the next day and I got him home at about 2:15am. Kinda sucked, I bet he was tired today.
-- WarriorGuy --
darrow@fuqed.net
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Wednesday, February 14, 2001 by Daren Darrow
I have added new features to this site this week. I now have a Discussion board and a search engine/directory type thing. I will be adding a photoalbum later this week. you can access all these new features from my left hand navigation bar. Thank you for getting fuqed! -- WarriorGuy -- darrow@fuqed.com
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by Daren Darrow
Well its that time of year again kiddies. Hallmark Holidays are upon us. I actually totally let it slip my mind that Valentines day was today. Tubby sent me a Rose and candy. Hes such a sweetie. I didn't get anything for him. I felt abit bad about that :( His bday is sat. I'll try to make up for it. He will finally be 18. YEAH! Well I ordered my mom a rose and a balloon today. Let me tell ya. Its hell finding a florist that will still take orders on a holiday and deliever : I just love how they charge $15.00 per rose on Valentines day too. Its usually about 5-9 dollars in my experiance for a rose the rest of the year. Oh well hopefully my mom actually got it and is happy. I got to lay the smack down on two, count 'em two, customers today. One called in early this morning because he couldn't get his user/password to work. Well he kept giving me a 3-5 digit password and on our systems you must have at least 6 characters. Well we went round and round and he demanded that I pull up and see what his pass word is. Which I can't do since its all encrypted. This guy is an instructor at Crowder Public Schools and apparently he hasn't a clue on how ANYTHING works. I can not reverse an encrypted pass just to see what it is. We argued about this, he called me an idiot among other things because he insisted that there is a way for me to do it. I told him there wasn't and he kept refusing to simply change his password. Well I got tired of this and he eventually started rattleing off passwords again, none of them worked but one of them was 6 characters long. I changed his pass to this and just told him that is what the password is. He got all bitchy saying it wasn't it (but if he hadn't used it as a password before why did he have me try it?) anyway, I told him that if he used it, it would work. He was still complaining ect ect. He was being very harassing. Eventually he hung up. He can get on easily if he stops being a dumb ass. A few min after I hung up with him I sent him a nice email detailing how encryption works as it pertains to unix passwords and sent him a link to more information. I haven't got a reply back yet. I came home tonight and had an email waiting from a customer that I had replyed to yesterday. He was having connection problems and was blameing us. First off we almost never have anything to do with people not being able to connect. It is 99.9% always a problem with the customers hardware, software, or phoneline. He emailed back gripeing saying that "it must be a coidence that everyone he works with that uses us has the same problems and it coudln't be that your servers are simply overloaded" Well first off our servers can't be over loaded as far as taking calls. When we get at capacity you will get busy signals, nothing more nothing less. I emailed this back to him (as well did one of my co-workers that i noticed later). We will see what he says. Its most likely a problem with his modem. None of his "people he works with" has even bothered to call or email us. We can most likely tell them how to fix the problem if they would just take some initiave and call us instead of just bitching about it. Me and tubby went to Fort Smith tonight and dicked around. We went to Best Buy, Sears (so tubby could see quinton) and then to Wendys to see if Chris was working. Best buy has got to have a prerequisit where they can only hire hotties that look good in khakis I believe. *drool*. Sadly Jon wasn't working. Hes a guy I met there a few months ago when me and tubby were semi-dateing or whatever. He flirted with me (may have just been to get me to buy a Visor Platinum, which btw worked). But I am going to ask him out if/when I see him there next time. Well at sears I really didn't see any hotties, save quinton (I recently found out that he reads my website so I will say only the nicest of things :P ) I played with the keyboards (music ones) and played Army Men on the Dreamcast while tubby and quinton walked and talked. He seems like a nice guy. He and tubby and chris and a few others I believe are taking tubby out for his bday saturday. I have opt'ed out of this. Well in a closing note, tubby gave me the reason he broke up with me. He wishes me not to disclose it when I will honor. I must say I have had the best week in awhile since he finally told me. I no longer have that nagging question hanging around the back of my mind. Hopefully this will bring a close to my obsession with the little problems I have had with tubby and try and make this website more about me and less about "me and tubby". I feel soo much better now, I just can't state it enough. Oh another good thing happened this week. I filed my taxes and found out I actually don't have to pay in a whole lot. Less than 175.00 actually. Last year I had to pay in 1800.00. It was evil. So you can imagine my delight at the news this year. -- WarriorGuy -- darrow@fuqed.net
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Saturday, February 10, 2001 by Daren Darrow
Welp today I am here at OSU visiting friends. I have seen some of the campus, not really much. Dunno what else I am going to do. Seen a few movies tonight. Just haning around the dorms. Just so exciting eh? Welp tubby finally confirmed today what I had believed all along that he is sorta dateing quinton. Good for him. I did make one request tho. That if he breaks up with quinton to at least have the decency to tell him why hes breaking up with him and not leave him hanging. Anyway, I'm off for now. I will update again tommarow and let you know if anything very intersteing has happened or not. Hell, If I go hang around campus by myself I may find me another nice homosexual :P FAGS RULE. --WarriorGuy-- darrow@fuqed.net
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Friday, February 09, 2001 by Daren Darrow
Well tonight I went and seen my mother. *sigh* first time since I have came out to her that I have seen her. Shes a ball of nerves. Shes worried about me and my "lifestyle". I've tried to tell her that theres nothing to worry about but she doesn't seem to let it sink in. She was full of questions tho. I tried my best to not sound annoyed when she asked or said stupid things that are just WRONG about homosexuals. She meantioned something about me being brainwashed. I went off on that. And she keeps asking me "Are you sure this isn't just a phase?" No damn it, if its a phase I would have been out of it by now but I have ALWAYS known I was gay. She can't understand how I have always known. She doesn't even get it when I say "well did someone have to tell you that you were a heterosexual? No you just always known." blah. She even asked me about sex. She was like "so does your rectum hurt?" Hell no. NEXT. Shes apparently anti-tubby now. I think shes just lashing out thinking that "he converted and brainwashed me" damn it, its annoying that she thinks that. And she got all irate when I told her she needed to go to PFLAG. She isn't really condeming me, she just doesn't understand it. She some how feels its her fault. Its not. She just can't get over the fact that GAY IS NORMAL. Move on. At least she is talking to family about it. She said she wasn't going two but she did anyway. She told two of her sisters. They were like "ya, we kinda figured this". It was funny. My cousins apparently told them years ago (5 to be exact) that they thought I was gay. Anyway. I venture off to Stillwater tommarow to visit Daniel and Aaron. YEAH! I haven't seen aaron in soooo long. I haven't seen Daniel since Xmas. I can't wait. And the fact that I will be staying up there over night is a plus. I get to cruise campus looking for guys :) Oh more good news. I got my old 'puter back from my mom. I am going to install and play with FreeBSD on it monday. It should be interesting. I am wanting to migrate from linux. Oh apparently I was really being a drama queen yesterday over the tubby stuff. I don't know what got into me but I just seemed to freak out over nothing. I still don't think quinton and tubby are just friends but oh well. Thats what he tells me. A good point is that I didn't freak when quinton came in the office again today. Actually I didn't care at all. I think I was just majorly stressed yesterday which brought up abunch of feelings. It was good that it happened tho. It let me know that deep down there are still tubby issues I need to work on. It didn't help that he pretty much told one of his friends that I "was a love sick stalker" to cover his ass on being outed this week. *sigh* That hurt. I know his reasonings behind it, but just the thought of that even spreading around sucks. Oh, more good news. I finally got a raise and put on salary today at work. Cool huh? heh. Well I am going to bed now. I need my rest. -- WarriorGuy -- darrow@fuqed.net
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Thursday, February 08, 2001 by Daren Darrow
Ok, I have had some time to think and cool down abit. I over reacted and i'm a bit embarrssed by my last post but its how I felt at the time so I feel its bigger of me to leave it for people to see how much of an ass and nieve I can be at times. UPDATE: Tubby has confirmed that him and quinton are only friends. It really makes me feel bad now. Especially when I was talking to him and he said that "no if we were dating I would have asked you how you would feel if I brought him around before I did". Makes me feel >< big. Oh well, I will take my self tormenting ass somewhere else tonight. -- WarriorGuy -- darrow@fuqed.net
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by Daren Darrow
Ok, I'm pissed and i'm going to let it show. This week has been hell on me emotionally. First chris (aka Kridifer) was talking to some people at wal-mart and one of tubbys friends was listening and chris pretty much outed tubby. I caught shit about this from tubby. ITS NOT MY FAULT MOVE ON. Next a teacher at his High School stumbled upon my website because of a post I made on one of tubbys friends Guest Books. Well this teacher of course read my site and this outed tubby. I bet he knew already. So now tubby DEMANDED, instead of asking, that I change his name on this website from tubby to something else. Well guess what kiddos. I don't care if he gets pissed off at me but i'm not going to change it. Not only is it too much work, i feel that it is unnecessary and I shouldn't be asked to butcher my website yet alone my daily log (which is what this site seems to be). This is at least twice this week you have been outed. Move on.
Welp seems tubby may have met a new friend, bf, trick or soemthing along those lines. I'm not sure yet. I'll have to ask him to see whats up. His name is Quinton.
Oh, I learned yet another thing today. I now know what a panic attack feels like : When tubby came in the office today with this new dude of course the first thing that popped into my mind was "competition" which of course is ridiculous since me and tubby are no longer seeing each other. But still, I felt like I had to get out of there. I felt hurt and pissed after that (again strong emotions that I have only felt one other time, which actually involved tubby as well). I also think I have abit of jealousy in me which I had never believed was there. Let me tell ya. Dealing with tubby has brought out alot of emotions and reactions I had really doughted was in me. Any way, I have decided that its best for me to get a tubby-ectmy. I've got to find some way to detach myself emotionally as much as I can from tubby to save myself the torture I put myself through. I still want to remain friends with him. I don't want to sever all ties with him. That seems to be what most people do when they "break up" but to me thats just the wimps way out. Sure It may be easier to deal with that way and I could be putting myself through unneeded stress but I guess thats just me.
-- WarriorGuy --
darrow@fuqed.net
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Wednesday, February 07, 2001 by Daren Darrow
I'm becomming a disgruntled employee I believe. I don't think that I am going to go postal on anyone, but stuff is just getting to me more than it usually does. Bitchy Customers, trying to collect money from dead beats, general annoyances with da boss about getting things done in a timely manner, ect ect. Its just really starting to wear on my nerves. Tubby isn't helping any either. Hes a great guy but damn it, I feel like I'm being constantly blamed for him almost being outed this week. First by chris and now because someone he knows stumbled upon my website. Its straining on me trying to keep everyone happy. On a semi brighter side. My mom seems ok with me being gay. I'm rather shocked. But I wish she was in the dark still sorta. Now she is calling and leaving me voice mails that say "I love you, I really do. I know you believe me" Its annoying. I know she does but gees give it a break. I semi-met a new guy yesterday when I was at the gym working out. I have never used this word to describe a guy before but he is 'gorgous'. He was with his sister yesterday so he seemed relunctant to talk to me. Yet he did every indirect thing possiable to make sure I notice him. When I would move to a diff station to do a new exercise, he would counter the move by going to the one directly in front of me. He would stare at me (but this could be because I was stareing at him :) ) We will see what developes friday when I am there. Maybe he will come in with out his sis and we can talk :) Well thats all the news in the pretty boring week I've had so far. -- WarriorGuy -- darrow@fuqed.net
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Sunday, February 04, 2001 by Daren Darrow
Well today has been interesting. Tubby met Chris. Tubby thinks chris outed him. I came out to my mom today. And there was a great new episode of Queer as Folk. I was getting ready to go to McAlester today to hang out at bkws house for abit. My phone rings and its chris and he said hes on his way over. So I hang out here a few more min and he shows up. Hes acting suspecious (which i find really attractive). Anyway, hes late for work already he has to be back in Oklahoma City by 4pm to get there on time and its already 2pm here. His prepaid cell phone was out of min and he was trying to find a way to refill it since none of the store around here carried the prepaid cards like they are supposed too. We find a place online to order them. There was one that looked legit enough that I was going to use my card on (he doesn't have a credit card) yet when we filled out all the info it didn't do anything. Just droped us back to a diff page. So we found anotherone from some company called Pharos International. Well we ordered from it and they didn't send us the card number online like they said they would so I was pissed. They insist on mailing me the first one and then the next ones will be emailed. Sorry. There will not be any others and you WILL refund my card for the current one. They are giving me the run around about this saying they will not refund it and that I have to go through paypal to refund it (even tho paypal specifically says that once a transaction has been completed I must go through the merchant for a refund. They completed the transaction less than a min after I submitted it). So now I am having fun trying to get my money back. If nothing else I will dispute the charge on my card and sick the Credit Card company and the Better Business Bureau on them. Tubby thinks chris outed him because someone from OKC was talking to one of tubbys friends in Fort Smith last night and tubby thinks it fits Chris description. I don't think it was since it really doesn't fit his personality to out someone and Chris really doesn't know tubby, he even had to ask what his name was today. Oh now that I am typing this I think I may realize how it happened. One of Chris's friends ('tisha the chick who outed him) works at the same wal-mart as the friend that tubby was supposodly outed to. I bet chris meantioned something something to her about me and someone named 'tubby' and she just put 2 and 2 together. This is an interesting turn of events. Yet again, this is not something chris would do on purpose. As for me comming out to my mom. As I had meantioned in an earlier post I had stuck my foot in my mouth and told my mom there was something that I wanted to talk to her about. Well she has been calling quite frequently since then since I told her I wanted to tell her in person and it has been killing her. I have dodged probley 20 calls from her in the last few days but tonight on the way back from McAlester I just gave up when she called my cell phone and I answered it and talked to her. She went off on how she can't handle it any more and she wanted me to tell her over the phone. I still insisted that she wait until I see her in person to tell her, but she wouldn't have it and she went off into a frenzy of guesses on what it was. Well the 3rd guess was "are you gay?" so I don't want to lie to anyone about it so I was obligated by my own morals to say yes. Well she knew now. Now what was she going to do? Well amazingly she was very accepting of it and it was a total shock to me. She didn't quite understand it and started spating off some biblical crap and saying how it was unnatural to which I quickly smacked down her reasonings and laid it on pretty thick on how I respect her religious views and how she should respect mine. Being gay is normal and natural to me. She finally said she didn't care that I was gay, she still loved me anyway. I then laid it on thick about how thats all I wanted was for her to love me and not judge me. And how I didn't want to cut her out of my life as I wanted her in it. She said as long as I am happy that is all that matters. She can accept the rest. No matter wether or not she agrees with it fully. This was a wicked twist on what I had expected. I expected fire and brimstone. My favorite part of the conversation was when she was going into how it was not normal and I said it was normal. She countered with "well i'm normal and I don't like women." I then said "well i'm normal and I don't like women either, I guess we have something in common". That was fun. I have to give props tho to Queer as Folk for allowing me to think that. That was a simmular comment that Debbie (michaels mom) had made to Justins mom on the show. Well so far alls well as ends well. Tommarow is another day and Friday my mom wants me to come down so she can see me. So unless its a chineese sneak surpise to kidnap me and take me to some Ex-Gay Conversion center I will be around to post more. And hopefully I can come out to my dad soon and get this all put behind me as far as the family goes. Oh and if I do get kidnapped we have installed a secret Fag in Need transmitter in my boots. When I get kidnapped I just click my heals together three times and a signal goes out for help. Pretty neat huh ;) -- WarriorGuy -- darrow@fuqed.net
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Thursday, February 01, 2001 by Daren Darrow
Welp kiddies. Its been awhile since I have updated. Alot has happened. Hell has froze over. I was erected err elected president of the free world. Oh wait, that was only a dream. Well I finally got to meet Teep (a friend from irc). She owns bedford.net in Bedford, PA. Shes cool. We all hung out and my bosses and got drunk and crap. Pics are located here. It was a cool weekend. If something would have happened to mrunix's apt (mrunix aka da boss) it would have eliminated most the internet people for most of SE Oklahoma and Part of Arkansas. We had all of the CWIS.net crew, Owner/Admin of Bedford.net, and Owner/Admin plus the S.O. of Voltage.net with us. It was cool. We forgot to get a group photo tho :( That sucks. It will probley never happen again all of us being in the same spot at the same time. Well I have sorta experianced my first act of hatred towards homosexuals (i believe). Me and tubby and terri were at Wal-Mart dicking off when there were these cute guys that tubby was following (aka stalking sorta). Well I caught up with them and tubby went off somewhere else and I walked over to them and started talking (the normal, hi how you doing crap). Well anyway, I and tubby had seen them in the store more while we were there and the seemed to be up to something or at least realized that both me and tubby were semi-interested in them. Well anyway as we were standing in line to check out and leave they walked by and were leaving the store. One of the guys leaned over behind tubby and began coughing on him and making stupid faces then they ran out of the store. I dunno if it was because they could tell that we were checking them out or what but it happened. It didn't even directly happen to me (it was tubbys back) but it still hurt knowing that there are people over the age of three years old that act that childish. Uhh pisses me off just typing about it. Well I finally got my insurance check for my car repairs, YEAH! It is paying for all but $250.00 of it. I should get it repaired in a few weeks. Well I was supposed to go to Oklahoma City today to go and take Chris (aka Kridifer) to a PFLAG meeting. Due to financial problems out of my control I was not able to do that. It pisses me off. I wanted to go. Not only because I want to see what all PFLAG does but it doesn't hurt that Kridifer is a cutie :) It can't hurt to at least be seen with him.. hehe. Well I have got the joy of learning some admin crap on Windows 2000 Advanced Server this past few days. Lemme tell ya, GUI is nice and all but editing a few config files is soooo much quicker and more rewarding. W2k is fairly stable yet seems to be peiced together with bubble gum if its a standalone server without a PDC or acting as a PDC. Ugg. It works, thats about it. They could make admin crap easier on it. Well I am bogged down with work and class still. Although my Telecommunication classes have gotten alot better. I am actually learning stuff now. Logic Gates is cool. I had never learned about them before. I think I have actually found something that tweaks my interest. Well I think my financial problems will improve tommarow. I am thinking about going to Stillwater and visiting some friends at OSU (Oklahoma State University). That is where I am transfering too yet have not even seen much of the campus. I was up there a few months ago and pretty much only seen the Kerr-Drummond Residence hall. Tip: don't touch the walls of the elevator ;) Well I think this is all I have for tonight. So Incase I don't see ya. Good Morning, Good Evening and Good night ;) -- WarriorGu -- darrow@fuqed.net
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