I think the title says it all.
It didn't take nearly as much effort to pack my car as I thought it would. I even had more space than anticipated. However, I am glad that I shipped so much of my possessions to Oklahoma. There would have been no-way-in hell that I could have fit all that in the Cougar. Damn small, but mmm fast, cars!
I think there's going to be a goodbye dinner type thing tonight, and then I'm going to Greenbay to say goodbye to Heather and go to the movies with her and Carrie. We didn't say goodbye to each other yesterday, since we anticipated seeing each other today, so I better go do it or we will be mad at each other.
It's odd quitting a job. I've never done it before. I've only had three jobs in my life. The first one was working for my high school, and I didn't really quit. It was a student job, and when I graduated I, of course, could not keep the job. Then I was laid off from
CWIS last year.
They were on the ball with removing my security for computer systems at
Humana. I tried logging into my Humana Webmail this morning, and sure enough my account doesn't exist. But I still have my Humana badge and security card. I wonder if it works to get into the building! I might have to drop by tonight just to find out :)
It's funny, last night I kept waking up every two hours or so and I would think "is it morning yet?" and check my clock. I guess I was just really looking forward to today that I couldn't sleep. I was extremely tired last night and went to bed at 10:30 p.m., but was awake at 12:30 a.m., 2:45 a.m., 4:00 a.m., 6:30 a.m. (damn it, why couldn't I do that when I had to get up and go to work?) and again at 9:30 a.m., which I finally got up at. I woke extremely rested.
The night-before last I had a similar problem. I think I was excited for it to by my last day at work. I was tired at 10:30 p.m. again and was about to go to bed, but Ryan had got home then (back from Oklahoma) and he had Polly with him. I guess that woke me up. So I messed around a bit and before I knew it, it was 2:30 a.m. FUCK! I have to go to bed! heh, slept for about four hours and got up and went to work. I didn't really do much the entire day, but it is exhausting spending 10 hours somewhere and not really doing anything.
It was kind of funny. Yesterday, Meg had her one-on-one meeting with our supervisor yesterday. Stephanie had been telling everyone in their meetings that "you guys are going to have to pull together and rely on each other more. Since Heidi, Carmen and Daren are leaving, we no longer have the support structure to rely on." Heh, it's funny how much support I give vs everyone else considering I had only been there since November. There were tons of time that I was the only person that knew now to do a process or make the system do what you want. You'd think that would have gotten me a raise! (which I would have got next week if I had been there. I wonder what it would have been?)
Their one-on-one meeting apparently segwayed even more into how I'm leaving. Steph had asked Meg "How much work do you think Daren actually accomplished today?" heh. I did work. Some. But definatly not up to my usual standards for the past two days there.
This time tomorrow, I should be somewhere in the middle of Illinois. For the mean time, I can't get this song out of my head, so I guess I'll just go around today singing it to myself.
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
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